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Friday, 29 January 2016

To Children I Couldn't Save



In spite of my best efforts, I failed to save some children. The forces that snatched them from me and from safety were stronger and deceitful as well!

When I extended my hand
Why didn't you hold it?
Why did you turn your face
When I opened my arms?
O child, why did you trust
The treacherous waves more
Than the healing love offered?

O child, why didn’t you believe
The unconditional goodness
Reserved sacredly only for you
Why did you run after mirages
Which deceive as you approach
Like the world’s selfish minds -
Shunning selfless love rocks?

O dear child, where are you now?
Curse the waves that swallowed you
The fire that singed you to death!
I did my best to save you but failed
The deceitful powers were stronger
Those who pushed you away were
More cunning than a God- loving heart!

How helpless and insulted I feel
But can do nothing before the muscles
that twist the fate of others on whims
O child, I could have pulled you to safety
If only you had listened to my voice
Why did you turn to the shadowy calls
Emanating from dark devilish bushes?

Xavier Bage
Fri, 29 Jan 2016.

Tuesday, 26 January 2016

She is No More with Us



She is no more with us
O dear, she is no more
She has stepped across
She’s gone beyond the door
She has floated over
The threshold between life and death
No more we’ll be caressed
By her loving words and breath

Tapasi , O dearest of sisters
Why are we condemned to see the end
Of your loving presence with us
O heaven sent angelic  friend,
Tapasi, you were not from our blood but
You won a place into our hearts
Closest to our dearest heartbeats
Because you gave us the largest parts

Why didn’t you tell us when
You were laid to your life’s brink
When you lay in the hospital bed
Of seeing you why we fools didn’t think
When you decided to leave us
Why didn’t we walk to the roadhead
And stand together a few moments
Under the life’s sliding shed

Why weren’t we given a moment
to hug you to hold you near
Did Heaven think we were not
Able enough to bear the fear
We are told He does everything good
At the moment we don’t know
We pray with infant faith and hope
Your face to us a jiffy may He show!

Xavier Bage
Tues, 26 January 2016
Tapasi, one of our dearest friends, died of cancer on Sunday, 17 January last.

Monday, 25 January 2016

Why Be Glued to Mud When Stars Beacon



Where are you headed to?
Where do you wish to reach?
Is your destination appointed?
Are you in a journey of search?
O traveler, where exactly are you going?
 Or, are you like the wind blowing?

No, no, I don’t mean to prod
Into your life I don’t wish to encroach
Please don’t take me anyway amiss
A conversation I’d wish to broach
Dear friend, are you a wanderer?
Or, for others are you a pathfinder?

It is a precious life, the only one
Don’t you think you’d like to decide?
Whether you are squandering it
Or a road to somewhere you’d abide
Many travelers have reached heaven
Why be glued to mud while stars beacon?

Xavier Bage
Mon, Jan 25, 2016

Thursday, 21 January 2016

The Foreteller's Warning



O Moonchild, O Moonchild,
Be on your guard
Dark days are coming
Horrendous and hard

O Moonheart, O Moonheart
They’re plotting your ruin
They are digging a pit
 to push and bury you within

O Moonlight, O Moonlight
Save yourself if you can
They possess power and money
To eliminate a living man

They have done it before
They will get it done again
 Selfish, ruthless, sans sympathy
Glad to give others pain

O Prophet, O Prophet
Prophesy not in this land
Don’t let your lamp shine
On it may fall sadistic sand

They sit close to the throne
Counseling the King’s ear
What can you do against
You penniless pauper seer

They're capable of throwing
You in the darkest death well
They have the skill in hands
To prove in suicide you fell

O Nazarene, O Nazarene
Grass received your first breath
A wooden scaffold they’ve  made
To give you a gift of death

O Moonchild, O Moonchild
 let nothing of this earth frighten
Your destiny is in His hands
Who in love has you begotten

O Moonchild, O Moonchild
Whatever may be the story
Today or tomorrow may be in sorrow
Yours will be the final victory!


Xavier Bage
Thurs, 21 January 2016.

Tuesday, 19 January 2016

The Mutilated Victim



She sits on the bed, her head between her knees
Silent she is but her posture speaks a volume
A dark cave it is where no ray of light she sees

What has been on her that has so broken her ?
What is the burden that has crushed her this way?
Tarry near her O heart, perhaps that would lighten her

 O sister, if you wish, of your silence speak to me
What is it that has robbed you of your happiness?
Perhaps I can't take your pain, with you let me be?

She lifts her dried up eyes and an empty face
Her lips quiver too injured to utter a word
The nurse shakes her head saying “a rape case!”

Oh! the satanic act that assaults human dignity
Hurts, injures and mutilates body, mind and soul
An act condemnable to hellfire to hopeless eternity

The utter degradation, the fathomless insulting feel
Some lustful male muscles have subjected her to
I can’t do much, O merciful Lord, do touch and heal!

Xavier Bage
Wed, 20 January 2016.